Here we go again.
I feel dark and dreary.
There is no light at the end of this tunnel.
My heart aches; it longs for what it can’t reach.
My soul grows weary for I have gone too far, too long down this dark road.
My tears are none of happiness, but of sorrow and brokenness.
I am broken.
I am a shell of what once was me.
I do not radiate happiness and joy like before.
I lie on the ground curled in a ball wanting nothing; needing nothing.
There is no light here;
No happy ending;
No end to the darkness.
I am constantly wandering through the darkness searching for my saving grace.
But it all ends the same:
Save me from myself,
From what I’ve become,
From what I might turn into.
Don’t let me linger here on this dark road wondering how I got here or even why.
Give me hope,
Give me strength,
Give me courage,
And give me life.